happy birthday to me =)


Marin Headlands

Spontaneity drives the soul.

and it drove us to here.

Blasting on the speakers with a thump of its own,

90’s slow jams and a whole lot of corrine bailey rae.


We’ve arrived.

one step out and a breeze chills the spine.

My eyes are wandering in so many directions.


To the left is the city. A fogless night was made for this view.

and straight up what do i see? 

The view that i have been yearning for. 


I swear corrine was making the stars dance around my 

eyes just for me.

Still and peaceful, it was like a dream.

Turn To Stone

let’s take a better look

beyond a story book

and learn our souls are all we own

before we turn to stone.


let’s go to sleep with clearer heads

and hearts too big to fit our beds

and maybe we won’t feel so alone

before we turn to stone


and if you wait for someone else’s hand

and you will surely fall down

and if you wait for someone else’s hand

you’ll fall, you’ll fall.


i know that i am nothing new

there’s so much more than me and you

but brother how we must atone

before we turn to stone.

i’m here. i’m here.

in an instant. 

that’s how it happens.

everything you live and breathe, 

everything that’s in your heart,



like wilting petals from a flower.

beautiful and vibrant,

then one day it wilts.

floating all the way down to the ground.


all we have is each other.

all we can do is pray.

all we can do is hope for the best,

that things will get better.


After all these months which felt like years,

I finally know for sure what i felt for you.

I fell hard…maybe too hard. 


I know it’s only been 2 years

but out of all them,

you were the only one who made my heart drop..and you still do.


Everyone else were just attractions and little crushes.

You were neither…you took me by storm. 


I don’t know when i’ll see you or when i’ll talk to you,

but i know that when i do, all those feelings will rush back to me. 


I haven’t seen you in about 8 months.

but these 8 months have felt like 2 years. 

and finally after all this time, trying to figure out what 

i truly felt for you…i know. 


There is only one person who blew me away, and it was you.

just you…