Amateur

Heat takes over my body

Crushing my thoughts at every turn

My heart it slowly hardens

Into the cold muddy earth

 

Your amateur words stole my heart

A lacquered haze you wrapped around my heart

Let you have what I gave up

What I gave up

Was no concern

 

Screams heard all through the pines

Hoping you’d hear my shrilling cries

But dear these tears are not for you

They shed in pity for the things you do

 

Starting from the beginning

A place I’ve been to before

Your layers of fabrication

Uncovered through beastly lores

 

Spells you’ve cast have lost its touch

Karma came back around in lust

A fool you were, you did not know

That deep down inside, I did know