happy birthday

wake up to the morning with excitement and glee

jump up and scream to the world

that it’s your day.

 

birthday cakes, balloons, and presents

mickey mouse and chuck e cheese

all the smiles and love fill your heart

because it’s your day.

 

castle jumpers are the life of the party

be careful, naughty things may happen

pizza, presents, and the best of friends

you do this for 3 years because

it’s your day.

 

time passes…everyone gets old.

no biggy.

 

i woke up and this excitement wasn’t the way it was

when i was 7, 8, or 10 years old.

i’m one year older..that’s all. 

 

all the love is precious and amazing.

today is no different than any other day…

it’s just that…

it’s my day.

 

happy 19th to me =]

this love.

this love is so strong that it beats the love with a significant lover.

this love is so pure that it never judges.

this love is all the happy melodies in the world.

 

time won’t break us.

words won’t hurt us.

because this is our love.

 

it’s never a good bye.

it’s more of a see you later love.

this love is neverending.

 

as tears roll down my face,

no matter how ugly we get,

this love will always be present and will always be true.

 

this love is like no other

because there is no love like it. 

 

like william bunce said: i too am leaving my heart in San Francisco…San Diego…Stockton…Salinas…Fairfield…Hayward…and Santa Clara. I love you all. (and you have no idea)

With You

like they say, the grass is greener on the other side 

with you

the coffee tastes so much better than i remember 

when i’m with you

i wake up to the sun shining brightly on my face

with you next to me

 

i can’t explain this little feeling 

i can’t explain the words that i’m saying

 

it’s like a little blue sky everyday, everyday

it’s like an infinite row of rainbows on my path that i can’t escape 

it’s like the colors that i pass that make me think of you

thats what it feels like with you

 

the stars seemed to shine so bright more than ever

with you

my heart it beats so fast sometimes i feel so breathless

when i’m with you

this kite seems to fly higher than any other in the sky

with you next to me

 

i can’t explain this growing feeling

i can’t explain these emotions that are stirring

 

it’s like a little blue sky everyday, everyday

it’s like an infinite row of rainbows on my path that i can’t escape 

it’s like the colors that i pass that make me think of you

thats what it feels like with you

lazzzzzy

i fell apart.

fatigue took over me

and i fell.

 

laziness consumed.

i forgot about everything.

everything important. 

 

i lived in the grey

and i became someone else.

 

priorities disappeared in thin air

i might as well have disappeared 

because i started to crumble.

 

but no more.

today, i will start anew

and keep going until the last day.

 

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