i’m sitting in a cafe wrapped in a bubble of “don’t bother me, i’m studying.” and this song, this song came up and left me in a trance. all the information on advertising and creative bullshit went out the window. i’m repeating over and over again, “someday my pain will walk..” “what might have been lost…don’t bother me.”
i’m trying my hardest to hold back tears. it’s catching up to me. physically and mentally. i’m afraid i’ll never know how to balance my life…consistently.
and back to studying i go.