cuddled up in my warm blanket and still in bed.
i woke up and got a phone call…i don’t remember who it was.
but it was so….lovely.
i felt my heart beating so loudly the heavens could hear.
the butterflies in my stomach resurrected from the dead.
and i finally felt that amazing first feeling.
it’s been so long, that i have forgotten.
my heart became a realist & gave up on being an optimist.
too bad i woke up realizing it was all a dream.
a dream so far away that i don’t really believe in it anymore.