words cannot even describe how i feel for you.
words that have not yet turned into coherent material feelings for you.
it’s somewhere deep down inside but i won’t let it float to the top.
drowning and suffocating because i’m just too afraid.
i don’t know how you truly feel about me.
if it’s for real or if it’s “just at the moment”…i really don’t know.
i know you’ll never tell me your feelings.
i know one day you’ll stop talking to me and i won’t be hurt cause you’ve done it before.
i know i’m confused and in denial. i know. but it’s who i am.