A vicious cycle that seems to never end. No matter how many pep talks i go through, i’ll never change.
At that moment, i think “great, this is great. it’s a good thing. take the risk.”
I slowly deteriorate into this nothingness and i feel worthless.
My life will forever be filled with ups and downs; who’s isn’t?
but these ups and downs will keep me scared…scared to open up.