i’ll never change.

A vicious cycle that seems to never end. No matter how many pep talks i go through, i’ll never change.

At that moment, i think “great, this is great. it’s a good thing. take the risk.”

I slowly deteriorate into this nothingness and i feel worthless. 

My life will forever be filled with ups and downs; who’s isn’t?

but these ups and downs will keep me scared…scared to open up.

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