Falling.

I told myself that this time i will do things differently.

This time, i will not fall so easily.

I’m not falling…but i want to. 

 

Just thinking about it i know it’s a bad thing for me.

Especially now. 

Knowing that i will hurt, i will cry, i will regret it.

but i want it.

 

It’s sad.

If i’m ever close to that one thing, 

I stop and analyze my heart. 

I force to stop the feelings that will ruin me.

 

I’m afraid.

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