more than before, the wind has gotten fiercer.
the sun chooses not to kiss her face.
her heart has turned cold.
not the city.
not the loves of her life.
don’t worry. she’s warm all over.
rest assured. it’s not what you think.
on the day, smiles are everywhere.
her heart is full of love and happiness.
10 percent is not.
it’s cold. too afraid to touch the surface of heat.
her heart & mind no longer think like charlotte york.
it thinks of absolutely nothing.
no more butterflies to fill the pit of her stomach.
all she can see is reality laid out in front of her.
and the reality is…
10 percent of my loving happy heart has morphed
into a cold hearted bitch.