feel

written on: May 24, 2006

i’m sophisticated yet crazy.
i’m split into two.
i’m wise yet dumb
these feelings are proof.
there is no perfect.
tried everything.
tried anorexia; so hungry
tried bulimia; gross
tried suicide; tears of agony.

a side. side that no one suspects.
it’s hard. life is hard.
suck it up.

is this bad? i think so.
blood; it drips
hopes; dying
love; living [barely]

i’m in a hole, dug deep down.
into the hot earth.
beauty it lies.
mirrors do also.
make it go away
so i could be happy.

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