Lay with me.

the cool breath against my cheek.
my body wrapped up in your warmth.
the simple gesture of being there,
saying “i’ll always be there.”
 
face to face,
eye to eye.
our hands seem to intertwine into infinity.
there’s no need to dream because this is it.
 
forever is ours to keep.

Sport

Mission Accomplished. Last night is exactly what i needed…even though there were no jaggerbombs, it’s all goooooood. 
 
But seriously, walking in 4 1/2 inch heels while lit should be a sport. I don’t know how i did it without falling or tripping. I wasn’t even close to falling. Best part of the night? My friends parents [...]

Giving Up

What if we stop having a ball?
What if the paint chips from the wall?
What if there’s always cups in the sink?
What if i’m not what you think i am?
 
What if I fall further than you?
What if you dream of somebody new?
What if I never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?
Well what if [...]

Just one of them days.

You are so lucky and i’m so happy for you. I’ve wanted this day to come when both you and him would just realize that you’re meant to be in each others lives. You’ve had many tears and heartbreaks because of him and i’m sure he’s cried himself and has had many many heartbreaks because [...]

Torn

Torn between two. I never thought that would happen. 
But i can honestly say that i care. I genuinely care for you. So much that when i hear you’re hurt, my heart breaks in to a million pieces. 
I’m not in love, like, crush, or infatuation. I don’t know what it is.
What’s weird is that i’m not [...]

Unexpected

I woke up at 6am crying to an unexpected dream.
It felt so real…i had to second guess myself when i woke up. 
 
even though thinking about the dream makes my heart break, i’m glad you were the main character.

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he broke my heart without even knowing it.
i guess it just wasn’t meant to be. 
 
walking in the rain with my best friend was the best feeling.

i’ll never change.

A vicious cycle that seems to never end. No matter how many pep talks i go through, i’ll never change.
At that moment, i think “great, this is great. it’s a good thing. take the risk.”
I slowly deteriorate into this nothingness and i feel worthless. 
My life will forever be filled with ups and downs; who’s isn’t?
but these [...]