jump. jump as high as life will let you.
no worries, no cares.
stress vanishes in the blink of an eye.
i wish life was that easy.
free spirit. lets have that and be that.
like natural hippies in the grass.
spin around in circles like ring around the rosy.
and fall.
lets fall together.
jump together.
be together.
Entries from October 2008
October 30, 2008
Free Spirit.
October 30, 2008
scream.
the churning feeling at the pit of my stomach is telling me to get out of there.
sucked in and no way to get out without firmly stating “i don’t want to be here.”
i’m not the same girl i was before.
i’m not in tune with that part of my life
and i don’t plan on being in [...]
October 28, 2008
Ode to you.
a cold foggy morning is all i asked for.
coffee in hand and breakfast in the other.
little speakers in my ears that are permanently attached to my soul
it’s my precious thing.
the bright sun peeks out to say hello,
and after a while gets bored and goes back into hiding.
i miss [...]
October 27, 2008
Edition 2
2 years ago, i picked up a scrapbook kind of book at borders for my english project. the pages were rough and was made of pieces of recycled paper. after using it for my project on The Great Gatsby, i decided to put it to good use. an art project. a journal type of thing [...]
October 25, 2008
Details.
That feeling i got when i sat down in my very first art history class was priceless.
It was a mix of butterflies and a breath of fresh air.
My knowledge is no where near perfect but i
appreciate every detail,
every emotion,
and the story behind an art piece.
My happiness.
A closer look:
*Bernini’s Rape of Proserpina
October 25, 2008
Open Up.
step, step.
every step leads to somewhere.
pounding to every beat, to every note.
a night to lose all inhibitions
to live out loud
and forget.
getting lost in circles,
head swaying,
bodies in close proximity.
that’s life.
let’s let loose.
October 22, 2008
Once i loved.
i want to know you so bad. the real you.
i want to know what goes on in that head of yours.
and it doesn’t help that we haven’t spoken in what feels like forever.
it’s not love. i’m not even sure if it’s a like.
its the feeling that i get when i see your name or hear [...]
October 22, 2008
Lord, can you hear me now.
the ice. it breaks.
you can hear it.
and life. its calling back to you.
deep voices soothe the pain,
and light notes make you remember.
remember the good.
a burst of that certain feeling you’ve waited for,
in what feels like a new heart.
imagine it being swept away in an instant.
open wound, still in pain.
takes a while.
but [...]
October 20, 2008
music in my pants.
it consumes me.
the foot tapping,
the head bobbing,
the swirl of druggy goodness.
that is what i feel like…what it feels like.
in a la la land kind of place
where nothing matters.
reality is just a step away and i turn my head the other way.
keep stepping. every step comes an ache in the pit of [...]
October 16, 2008
monotonous.
life has been very dull.
nothing new to talk about or live about.
school, work, sleep….etc.
i’m slowly dying inside.
i have been sleeping a lot lately, which makes me wonder.
maybe i’m sleeping more to dream more.
i have been living vicariously through other people and in my own dreams.
nothing can touch me there, nothing is ever dull…
i can be [...]
