Numb.

that’s just it.
my heart is numb.
 
i have managed to close out everything i used to love and hate to feel. 
this shit better get me some A’s in my classes. 
cause there’s nothing else that will distract me now.

so long sweet summer.

days of mindless wanderings and unexpected journey’s.
we had no care in the world, except to live.
in a place with nothing to do but eat great food with great company,
we did just that and then some.
 
no need to worry about the time because we had all the time in the world.
letting it slip out of our [...]

long term.

our conversations.
they are random but always memorable.
a childhood crush, full of embarrassments and heartbreaks.
spilling my heart to him, was a bad idea.
 
i know better now.
 
under the streetlight, 
you look so…so…there’s not even a word for it.
the silences that aren’t so awkward but get me nervous.
 
reminding me of the love stories in the books i read.
the smell [...]