Rosary Ring

i feel lost.
without it i feel lost.
carelessness..my enemy
has made me feel lost.
you might say i’m making
a big deal.
but to me, it is a big deal.
i feel naked without it.
my heart breaks at the thought
of where it might be.
it was like a security blanket.
i just never noticed.
it’s precious.
it was a part of me.
life has been [...]

Airport

the farewell was memorable
my heart was full
i will never forget that moment.
the bustle of people
conversations left and right
the world does not revolve around me
it never did, and it never will.
thank God.
baby talk is sexy
breakfast stops and coffee shots
in the fast lane. go go go.
he’s amazed with flying
it’s too cute
i can’t wait for that day.
alone never [...]

spin round and round.

i hate the way you look at me.
i hate it when our eyes meet.
it makes me nervous and cringe inside.
you don’t mean to.
i don’t mean to.
i’m glad it is one sided.
but your blind.
friends forever please.
nothing more.
i spin and my heart spins.
this is ridiculous.
feeling this thing..
is ridiculous.
but in the end,
i realize we are no more [...]

first finished song.

the rain is falling on the rooftop
and your knockin’ on the wooden door
that you carved for me, for me
that lollipop thats in the cup
is the one that you bought for me, for me
from the happiest place on earth
this journal is breaking
i hope were not breaking
these flowers, these flowers are drying on us
your smile smiles down [...]